Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Intro and catch up

I have decided to log my journey so that I can remember every thing that happens. This is mainly for me, so if anyone else decides to read this.....its kool, but know that I will be writing in thoughts, not sentences.

This is my journey from the beginnings of my introduction to the law of attraction, and the inner journey towards my true self. April 08 will be the 2 year mark of my journey. I guess thats the place to start. April 06..... no...never mind..... lets jump to november of 07. at the begginning of november (the first wednesday of the month) I was guided to quit my job. the sunday before I was told to "start packing". Thats it...."Start packing"..... I was very excited because I thought it meant we were moving to Oregon to some land that I was shown I would have.... So I wake up Wednesday morning, and I physically cannot get out of bed. I try...but I can't....I realized that today was the day, and a sense of excitement and dread swept over me. the dread came not from the fact that I was quiting my job, but that I had to tell my boss I was quiting....My boss is one of my best friends and like an older brother to me. I spent a good 8 or 9 hours that day working through not being efected by his feelings, and then that afternoon met up with him and quit. My wife Katie finished out the month of november and then was guided to quit her job. December goes by.....on december 24 we had $5 in our bank account as we headed out to my grandparents for christmas (2 hours away). From my grandparents we were then going to see her parents (8 hours from my grandparents). we made it.... and by the 4th of january we had 4k in the bank. The money cam from lots of random places.... some people have decided that its easier to swallow if they think it came from the show and its listeners... but only $185 came form that. We come home and pay rent, cell phone, cable, and thats all we were guided to pay. We spend our days working through core resistance issues and just enjoying life. February comes....
can't pay rent..... not worried about it... I know that the past is not relevant, the future is taken care of, so all I have to do is decide how I want to feel in the now.

its now the 6th.... still haven't heard anything fromt he apt people.... maybe we won't... maybe we have made a shift, and what they precieve in their reality is that we have already moved out. I truly understand living in the NOW...now.... I also understand why we couldn't pay rent.... To pay rent would be saying to the universe that we are wanting to stay where we are for another month.... but we don't... we are ready to make the next step whatever that is..... ALL Is Well...

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