Micheal Stipe

I was watching iconaclasts last night and they had Michael Stipe on. You know...the lead singer of REM. He was talking about the the cyclical nature of artists, and how an artist starts at the bottom of the circle. As they come up to the top of the circle they are learning their craft. At the top of the circle they have become a master of their craft. As they go back down to the bottom of the circle they purposely forget everything they have learned, until they reach the bottom of the circle and just be. They use their guidance to create. They don't care about whats right or wrong, what the correct way doing something is. They trust their guidance and just create. That was one of the best analogies I have ever heard for life.

Questions

I have received a lot of questions regarding Andrew lately, so I thought I would comment on this one last time. Andrew has chosen to work by himself and take a different path to the same understandings. Every path is valid, for every person is the path. I do see benefit in the direction Andrew has chosen, however I wish to experience different things. That's part of what makes this experience so wonderful. We can each focus on different aspects, and experiences and still come to the same understandings.

I Had A Dream....

I had a dream last night that I was speaking in front of a rally of thousands and thousands of people. I was speaking to them about how they were slaves....slaves to the companies they work for, and slaves to the current system of government. I spoke about alot of other things to...and it was really getting the masses fired up. They were looking to me to start a revolution. Wanting me to lead the change by force. Someone in the audience yelled something out about a revolution, and I replied by saying we don't need a revolution..... we need an evolution. Then I told them that I didn't blame the company and government slave owners, I blamed everyone in the crowd. I could feel how everyone felt betrayed by me, and it made me laugh. I told them I would have done the same things their slave masters had done, simply because they allowed it. Then I talked about the now of the situation and how the past was just that. I also talked about how using the same old methods of change gets you the same old results. Man.... I would like to remember that dream word for word. There is so much that I have left out. I want a device that records dreams.

Enjoy the Journey

.........Truly words to live by........Its funny how easy it can be to forget that..... a few days ago I was told that we basically had 400 energy machines sold as soon as they are built....the funny thing is I haven't finished the first one. I started thinking about the money from selling 400, and started feeling like people were depending on me to get this done...and done NOW....and I want it done now, but feeling obligated is not what will get it done now. The finished product is the last, and least important aspect of building the machine....and that applies with everything, not just the machine... the last and least important aspect of what you desire is the outcome. Its the journey....thats what keeps you coming back for more...thats what fuels your desires.... Enjoy The Journey.

the beggining of an understanding

About 2 hours ago I was in bed in between being awake and asleep when I felt the presence of an entity enter my room. I chose to ignore it and drift off into a full sleep, but something very interesting happened. This entity started going through a check list (so to speak) of things that would trigger certain responses from me. I was so intrigued I let it happen for a while. It would try a variation of things....... touching, tone pushing, sending me images, audible sounds..... the point being to try and provoke fear.....well, I assume that was the point because when it used a certain tone, the hair on the back of my neck stood on end, and I could feel the excitement in the entity. Then it tried a combination of that same tone and sending an image. Both of those combined did arouse some fear, and thats when I decided that the "test" was over and the entity should leave. I've been sitting in bed thinking about what took place, and I keep going back to that tone.... that tone, that tone, that tone. It's almost the same tone as the one I hear when I'm playing sports and I'm in the "zone"..... that exact moment of now, when all of your focus is only on the very moment at hand...... there is a certain tone to that.....for me its an audible/physical tone. If it is the same tone, then why is fear provoked in one instance, and calmness and clarity in the next? Maybe they are different tones, but very close to each other.... maybe its like fear and excitement.... they are the same vibration, just different points of focus.... I am excited to see the unfolding of the understanding that comes from this.....

All Is Well

SO....a week ago yesterday my 5 year old nephew told my sister (his mother) and his counselor that his dad was molesting him. That pretty much stopped all focus on the e-mac. Since then so many things have happened it would take me all day to type it out. The part I focus on and want to share with the rest of you is how amazed I am out how my family has handled it. In 90% of this experience they have all stayed centered in the knowing that All Is Well. Of course we have all had our moments during this when we just can't understand why this would happen, but we have all quickly re-focused, and know that for whatever reason this is what he and his father (all of us really) have chosen to experience. All Truly Is always Well.

Things and Stuff and What not

Well, Its 230 in the morning and I can't sleep. I have all this stuff running through my head about the E-Mach, so I got up to work on it for a bit. For those of you who do not use guidance to work....You really should. I work when I AM guided to, and stop when I'm not. Sometimes I won't work on the machine for days. I thought I would finish the prototype this past weekend, but could not even touch it.... no I can't do anything but work with it. I received some info as I was getting out of the shower this morning....and Tom sent me some links to other projects that coincided with what I was thinking about...so as always I AM receiving exactly what I want :) ........ Star should eb here any day, and Tom might drop by as well. I would really enjoy seeing both of them...I know we could get a lot accomplished... We might even be able to get the E-Mach finished and an RV version for Stars RV. Andrew is still MIA.... Its all good... I know he is doing exactly what he is being led to do....Still...it would be nice to have him be apart of this since it was created during one of our conversations... I seems to be on a reggae kick right now, so if you kids know of any good reggae besides Marley, Tosh, and Mishka....Let me know!!! ALL IS WELL

whats possible?

I'm not sure if I can explain what just happened, but I have to try. I was sitting out in the garage, playing with a wheel I had made for the energy machine. on this wheel are 3 metal brackets. I have been moving the brackets on the wheel with a magnet. I do this several times a day....it just helps me think....so I pick up this magnet and put it in front of one of the brackets to pull it towards me....but that didn't happen....instead the metal bracket was pushed away by the magnet. Nothing else is around to effect the "normal" outcome of a magnet to metal, but this was doing the opposite of what is supposed to happen. It also was not a fluke thing. I have done it 4 times now, and when I told my mom, she also did it.It took a little bit, but she did it..and has done twice now......this is so amazing.....

Moving Forward

For a couple of weeks the information on our inventions had stopped, and I was receiving a ton on allowing. The invention info is flowing again. I have created a few test things to gain more clarity on a design for the infinite energy machine, and talked to Tom on the phone for about an hour regarding the machine. He had lots of questions that I couldn't find the words to answer, so he asked if he could ask my higher self the questions. I said yes, and the answers that flowed out were amazing. It was a bit over whelming at first because I was only hearing a couple of words...basic yes and no's....but the images I was seeing to translate into words I could convey to Tom were insane. It was like an automatic weapon firing images at me. I have never had images come at me so quickly and strongly....and so many in such a short amount of time......Goddamn it fun!!

Focus

Last night I was watching tv when out of nowhere (of course I know that it came from some where, It was just a deep hidden resistance i was not aware of) I became worried to the point of being extremely afraid. Afraid of what?.....you name it, and I probably thought it..... I was afraid the car was going to be taken that night, afraid that what I am experiencing is not real or working despite countless "little" things that have manifested and all of the conformations on the "bigger" things........while I was tarding out, I did realize that fear and excitement are the same vibration, just different points of focus. It was a great realization.....but...... it didn't do much at the time with the way I was feeling...... after a few hours of feeling like this I decided I was going to bed and Katie said she was too. We turn out the lights and I am just laying there.....tarding out....I look over at Katie and she has her eyes closed. I stare at her until she can feel it and she opens her eyes.... I gave a little chuckle and said "oh. your awake" and told her I NEED to see something big happen... As soon as I said that I realized that this whole fear episode was nothing more then a self worth issue. Its the same thing as needing other people to confirm your worth. I needed the universe to constantly confirm that I know what I am doing. If I hadn't received a confirmation in several hours, then I was wanting to talk to someone to hear about their confirmations....and then I would feel better. If a day or two had gone by and I had not received a conformation, then I would start to doubt and my vibration would drop. the funny thing is, I didn't see what I was doing until last night.....back to the fear and excitement thought......When your affraid something is going to happen, it happens....your focus is totally in the the knowing that its going to happen. When your excited, your excited that something might happen, so it often does not. Your focus is not on the knowing, but the possibility of you being worthy enough for the exciting thing to happen. Once I understood this I drifted off into an amazing sleep.

after thoughts

I forgot to mention that we got a storage space on wednesday. It felt odd....like it wasn't necessary.... but my thought was we are going to need it for a short amount of time regardless of what happens...so I might as well get it now.... We had planned on starting the move that day, but didn't actually start until thursday. Once I was aligned with it, the moving was very easy....I moved over half of our stuff in less than an hour. then, when it didn't feel good to move anymore I stopped. It was very interesting to notice that after I started the move I felt more like I was going in the (for lack of a better word)"right" direction..... Katie helped me move some stuff today as well... We have a few small things left, but I would like some assistance with the bigger/ heavier items so I am going to wait until my parents can help with that. We should be out of here by sunday at the latest.

over coffee

I met up with Andrew today. We hadn't spoke in a week. we talked for a little bit...just catching up on all of the exciting things we had experienced and things we had come to realize, then we went for a drive. we had no destination in mind, we just both felt like we should take a drive. We ended up at a starbucks....got some coffee, sat down, and started chatting.... we started talking about the hover board again..... then all of this new information started flooding in.... We saw a better way to make the hover board without going through the difficult process of turning sound into light and trying to stabilize it. We took the standard function/process of a brain synapse, and from that we formed a simple circuit that turned out to be the way to create a self aware computer. It was amazing how easily it flowed to us. Before we could finish our cups of coffee we had in the most simple way possible ended pollution, aging, illness, the energy crisis, the monetary crutch, and the need for Governments, borders, and the military. sooooo simple....... and so clear....... I am very excited to start development.

feeling

We went and rented a 10x12 storage space yesterday for $100/month, and we decided that today we would move. We started packing up the last little bit this morning, but it still didn't feel right. I know there is no such thing as wrong, so moving is not wrong, but this just seems...... different. We decided to stay with my parents for a bit. When I was talking to my mom she said it didn't feel right either( not that they minded us staying with them). last night she tried to clear out the room we would be staying in....she tried several times, but each time she couldn't do it. She said that if we wait until this weekend, they would help. So I guess thats what we are going to do. She also said that in the middle of the night last night she was woken up by someone saying very loudly "ANDREW". She immediately woke up and was very excited because she felt like something important had happened to Andrew and that he would be contacting me soon.

coming together

Still no word from the apt. complex. I started looking at rv's today.... buying one feels really good.
We have talked about moving out tomorrow. Maybe we will, maybe we won't. We still haven't done anything since November as far as packing or anything...... I called into the show tonight. It was good.... Its very interesting to see that several of the true listeners are all at crossroads in the whole living arrangements. Andrew is out of his place, I am about to be, tiny was kicked out of her apt., Star is buying an rv in a few days, Tom might be leaving his wife and moving out... dale is at some crossroads, but was very vague about it..... Dave had the realization a few days ago that he was not going to be in his place much longer..... Could there be a mass migration to Oregon? It will be very interesting to see.....

its time

Saturday I had this thought.... what are we waiting for?....Why are we waiting to be told to leave our apt.? I talked to Katie about this and also said that I wasn't totally clear on it, and she said maybe I should wait and get clear...so I waited. Sunday I went for a drive. While I was out Katie's phone rang and she answered without looking thinking it was me. It was the apt. complex saying that we have until the end of business day today to make a payment or we will be evicted. So now we are at that "pivotal" moment of choice. Do we stay centered in knowing that we are moving on to bigger and better things, or do we freak out. Well of course we choose the first. "Their are no secrets when you listen."-me. SO...... thats what I AM doing.... listening.....listening for the next step..... listening to find out what to do with our stuff.....Listening....

Intro and catch up

I have decided to log my journey so that I can remember every thing that happens. This is mainly for me, so if anyone else decides to read this.....its kool, but know that I will be writing in thoughts, not sentences.

This is my journey from the beginnings of my introduction to the law of attraction, and the inner journey towards my true self. April 08 will be the 2 year mark of my journey. I guess thats the place to start. April 06..... no...never mind..... lets jump to november of 07. at the begginning of november (the first wednesday of the month) I was guided to quit my job. the sunday before I was told to "start packing". Thats it...."Start packing"..... I was very excited because I thought it meant we were moving to Oregon to some land that I was shown I would have.... So I wake up Wednesday morning, and I physically cannot get out of bed. I try...but I can't....I realized that today was the day, and a sense of excitement and dread swept over me. the dread came not from the fact that I was quiting my job, but that I had to tell my boss I was quiting....My boss is one of my best friends and like an older brother to me. I spent a good 8 or 9 hours that day working through not being efected by his feelings, and then that afternoon met up with him and quit. My wife Katie finished out the month of november and then was guided to quit her job. December goes by.....on december 24 we had $5 in our bank account as we headed out to my grandparents for christmas (2 hours away). From my grandparents we were then going to see her parents (8 hours from my grandparents). we made it.... and by the 4th of january we had 4k in the bank. The money cam from lots of random places.... some people have decided that its easier to swallow if they think it came from the show and its listeners... but only $185 came form that. We come home and pay rent, cell phone, cable, and thats all we were guided to pay. We spend our days working through core resistance issues and just enjoying life. February comes....
can't pay rent..... not worried about it... I know that the past is not relevant, the future is taken care of, so all I have to do is decide how I want to feel in the now.

its now the 6th.... still haven't heard anything fromt he apt people.... maybe we won't... maybe we have made a shift, and what they precieve in their reality is that we have already moved out. I truly understand living in the NOW...now.... I also understand why we couldn't pay rent.... To pay rent would be saying to the universe that we are wanting to stay where we are for another month.... but we don't... we are ready to make the next step whatever that is..... ALL Is Well...