Saturday, April 26, 2008

the beggining of an understanding

About 2 hours ago I was in bed in between being awake and asleep when I felt the presence of an entity enter my room. I chose to ignore it and drift off into a full sleep, but something very interesting happened. This entity started going through a check list (so to speak) of things that would trigger certain responses from me. I was so intrigued I let it happen for a while. It would try a variation of things....... touching, tone pushing, sending me images, audible sounds..... the point being to try and provoke fear.....well, I assume that was the point because when it used a certain tone, the hair on the back of my neck stood on end, and I could feel the excitement in the entity. Then it tried a combination of that same tone and sending an image. Both of those combined did arouse some fear, and thats when I decided that the "test" was over and the entity should leave. I've been sitting in bed thinking about what took place, and I keep going back to that tone.... that tone, that tone, that tone. It's almost the same tone as the one I hear when I'm playing sports and I'm in the "zone"..... that exact moment of now, when all of your focus is only on the very moment at hand...... there is a certain tone to that.....for me its an audible/physical tone. If it is the same tone, then why is fear provoked in one instance, and calmness and clarity in the next? Maybe they are different tones, but very close to each other.... maybe its like fear and excitement.... they are the same vibration, just different points of focus.... I am excited to see the unfolding of the understanding that comes from this.....